main problem im having with myriad at the minute is that i dont know how to implement fully custom html in the serverside. maybe it means storing html in a custom widgets database? and then just importing those for the member that created it. not sure how they're going to code in images, maybe that has to be done with imgbb. orrrr somehow can hack in image locations lol. SMFH. but otherwise its going well

the basic features of this site are in except the css isnt coded into member pages yet, but their mini profiles have it!! and it can all be edited in the website admin panel :) easy. but uh. doesnt look as cool as this site yet. not too bad tho. anyways 3am i am going to bed. rip

GEEZ man i swear trainers have like a superiority complex about everything ohh man im a trainer i GOTTA lay you out knowing full well you wont even defend yourself because ill just refute it every time. girl please get a hobby we are getting paid the same

but anyway working on 'myriad' i think andrew posted about it already but its going well. still cant fully figure out how to implement pages maybe theyll be less customisable but a series of implementable widgets. thats what im working on rn anyways xd

i think i need to stop thinking of myriad as something that other people will use and just build it to my personal requirements. because lets be even real where the hell would i even advertise it. and i dont actually want the simply plural userbase on my ass ive seen what theyve done to ampersand's issue base. miss me with that entitled shit

yeah my right hand really hurts on the top near the wrist?? like if you follow the line down from between my second to last finger and my pinky up to just before the wrist, you can press it and it really aches. and when i am typing and my using my keyboard it seems to aggravate it. maybe ive just been doing too much typing lately but then why doesn't my other hand hurt as much ?? and i use my laptop a lot anyway. i dunno. i hope it goes away its annoying af

a while back i noticed that if i stop paying attention to whatever is happening irl i can like look inside the inner world and see what everyone else is doing and like, i've sometimes seen andrew playing marvel rivals...which is so weird. i think it just means he is otherwise happy and when april has talked to me she says that he is just thinking about it. i have seen animals and all kinds of weird places. and i get caught up in wondering how objectively real it is but is that really even important?? people have mind palaces and stuff, right? this is basically just that. but kind of disorganised.

anyway i'm trying to figure out how i feel. tired and headachey, but that's not unusual for me. i need to nap even though i just woke up.. df df dfsd WHATS HAPPENING um something weird is going on with vscode now lmfao. ok bye

damn its been my last full week of early shifts before i go to belgium. i still havent ordered a camera i wanna take better pics than what u can get out of a phone but dont want something annoying to carry around. also keeping camera open on phone drains the battery and i need that for maps and public transport tix lol.

omfg im trying to think but asters playing their playlist directly into my eardrums and i cant FOCUS OMG how does girlie live like this i swear to god.

collabing on this site is fun but it kinda makes me feel blurry and weird when everyone is fighting to get their stuff written at like kinda the same time >_> plus i have been procrastinating copy and pasting all the little profile templates for the full list. but i did make that index list at the top so viewers can easily skip to a member without having to scroll search.

ok aster you can carry on w what you were doing i cant remember what else i wanted to say

my page looks like ASS compared to aster and rays. i kinda cba to put all that stuff on but whenever i find any cool icons or blinkies or whatevs i guess ill put them here. css is so finicky that i actually am kinda too scared to do anything crazy in case i break the entire site rip

i need to go to sleep pretty soon im SO TIRED i havent been sleeping properly and im on the early shift (5am start OTL) AND i havent been napping like i normally do to catch up a bit. i actually don't know where aster has been finding the energy to do all this stuff but then again that is like so aster.

june has seen april's page and now she wants one LMFAO well maybe a fuckin card on the member list might be a start??? asdhkdfjh we gotta make ones for henry, gee, andrew... bro. i mean maybe andrew can do his own whenever he shows up. gee won't do his own ofc. henry actually probably could manage to make his own lil one. he'll probably want an entire page as well tbh.